Any given sunday...

this sunday morning, seem quite sick in my head. waken up by the hp alarm that i forgot to switch to shut off mode night before, i made a cup of coffee, n... it feel quite bitter n i added some more sugar. probably by the caffein effect, my brain turned to be more freshen up but still quite sick. do i suffer from a migrant disease or something like that ?? well i hope no (and i pray to God please God don't give any disease). maybe it just because i sleft late night before.. n then, after i drank satu seruputan or two, i went out to seek a daily newspaper. yes, i have not had bath. just get my hat on head to cover my amburadul hair. then i went to a koran kiosk near my house by walking. i didn't drive car i thought walking is good for my health. something that i quite rare to overdo. I got the koran Kompas n not planning to get home very soon. i just walk to lapangan hasanuddin... this is sunday morning so i can do some windows shopping in that course coz there might a lot of people who 's doing some sporting activities. you know babe.. i always have fantasies about men in sports..(this is sunday morning n my mind already filled dirty).
but what make me feel better, n actually i have anticipated before is, a scenenary of a guy who's doing some jogging in my way to Lap hasanuddin. i often saw this guy doing jogging and it always at 7.00 o clock in the morning from Monday to friday. I noticed him on my way to office every morning through my car windows.. n oh my God he looks so atletic that i want to know him well. but he never noticed me. He always wears a short white pants that seems too small for his thigh n white T shirt that is wet by his swaet (i wonder.. how many does this guy have that pant n shirts coz he seems to wear always the same stuff everyday ??)
And this morning I saw him again in a closer view n lively... mhh.. he kept running but this time he gave me a glance in just one or two seconds... his face is not very cute enough n he's also too old enough... but i still like him for his athletic body.
After enjoying this sunday morning good view, i continue to go to lap hasanuddin n i was right, there are alot of people doing soprting.. i just keep enjoying this view for some minutes n there a very handsome guy doing jogging. i think he's a mixed indonesia coz he looks like western guy (tall, big, hairy n white skin n face very western but not pure western). this guy keep running so seriously as if he is going to participate in a male peagent contest or something like that that will held to night or as if chasing by a ghost or something... so so seriously... that he even not looking left or right he just run n run n run with his head n eyes straight to the front. "mhh..guy what u r looking for " said me to my self, "please look at this cute guy wandering about u being naked...that keep watching u outside the track.. "
so after doing some windows shopping in this sunday morning, i go home. i remember i have no plan for today coz i don't have much money. yesterday a friend of mine sms me n asked if we could go out to make some chit chat n jalan-jalan.. but i lied to him by saying that i am in jakarta right now n will come back to makasar next monday...sorry buddy... i already miss ur hot body but my wallet is empty, i couldn't run it without feeling comportable with my self...

so when i am wrting this email to you, friend, i already at home, already eating gado-gado for breakfast.. n already reading Kompas.
so here i am again... stuck in boredom... like any other past sundays... unprepared... unplanned...(except in sundays where i with my family in jakarta) maybe this sunday i am going stuck on the internet till night...
Poor me... poor my life...
Quote of d day, i took from Kompas minggu : "Tiap orang mempunyai pilihan untuk merasa senang atau sedih. Senang atau sedih bukanlah keadaan, tetapi adalah pilihan kita sendiri ketika menghadapi berbagai masalah hidup ini karena tiap orang hidup pasti punya masalah sendiri-sendiri. Krn perasan kita adalah reaksi fisiologis dari pikiran kita, jadi kendalikanlah pikiran kita..bla..bla..bla.." (Leila Ch. Budiman)

Teman, gimana tanggapan mu tentang pengalaman minggu pagi ku ini... jawabannya harus panjang ya,,, dan kamu juga harus ceritakan pengalaman minggu pagi kamu atau pengalaman-pengalaman lainnya...

thanks for listening this lonely voice.